Festival Special Griffringer #5: Alli Sebastian Wolf
This should be writing about how excited I am to be creating mischief with my Astronauts so soon after Home Brew, about the first peek at our new work in development Mermaid Teeth at Griffinge. But it is not.
Today was the funeral of the dearest friend, and key member of the Deep Sea Astronauts Tim Crew.
With us from almost the beginning, from before we had a name, for years of laughing and drinking and lying in parks. For singing and dancing and curling under the covers with on gray days, for playing in the rain and lying in the sun.
A brilliant person, utterly loved by everyone within moments of drifting into their lives.
He was my secret weapon- the creature with all the talent and versatility to pull off the most difficult characters and half-baked scripts, always with such precision, subtly and humour.
He made everything around him better, he made things the best they could be.
He was the best of us, believed so strongly in all our passion and talent and beauty. It was like he gave everything to the world and couldn’t keep any of that for himself. Writer, performer, rockstar: he was better than most, he was better than me, but couldn’t see it.
People keep being grateful to have seen him shine so, so brightly in The Importance of Being Earnest Dragons And Other Classic Tales As Told By An Octopus a few months back. No one but him could have pulled that off. Someone called it his swan song – that made me cry again. He was enchanting again in the Jungle Play at Home Brew a few weeks back. And he is not here to play Mermaid Teeth. I can’t help thinking if I’d kept giving him these little projects to go one more week for he could have ridden out the storm. But some storms go too deep and he had musicals and novels to write, a punk band to start, radio plays to perform, he had drinks in the park to have, cuddles under donnas, ducks to feed, summers to lie in, walks and dances and karaoke sessions, origami frogs to make and backyard jams to sparkle in.
He has so much we still need him for.
But mostly we are just so grateful to have had him in our worlds for the time we did.
This piece was actually posted a while ago but I have republished it with a photo of Tim from the Dragons show.
